December 18, 1997
Vicky got up in front of the
podium and cleared her dry throat with the smallest cough. Looking nervously
around at the humans gathered in the community center, she searched the last
row of plastic chairs, where Amber sat wearing a wide grin.
Amber
raised her hands to offer Vicky two thumbs up for effort.
“Hi, my
name is Vicky, and...” She raised her eyes to the ceiling, trying the think
back. She gave up and shook her head. “For way too long, I’ve been a functional
alcoholic.”
She
paused as the crowd all spoke up to greet her in a chorus of “Hi, Vicky.”
She
smiled with self-conscious giddiness and waved. “I’ve been near bars far a long
time, always picking up drunks every night. I’ve been going out so many nights,
you’d think I was a vampire.”
This
was a bold move, but it had the appropriate effect, as everyone laughed.
Vicky
sighed, and her smile fell. “I started drinking, because my boyfriend was
enabling my habits. I could have eaten healthy and avoided alcohol, but he
liked me drunk. Maybe it was because I was a funny drunk. Or maybe he did it
because I was a horny drunk.”
Vicky
had to fight against the urge to cry, and she still had to raise her hand to
ball her fists against her eyes, obliterating the first tears. She continued to
rub for a few seconds to get rid of any trace of their blue tint on her skin.
Dropping
her hands to grasp the sides of the podium, she took a deep breath and thought, Let him go. Let William go, and Jun, and
Ellen. From now on, you have a partner.
Vicky
looked at Amber then and smiled. “After him, I kept up the habit, because it
helped to make me feel less lonely. But even when I found someone, I kept going
to the bars, picking up other drunks. I got so good at working drunk that I
never even thought about it. But one night, I was sitting in my favorite goth
club.”
She
paused as another round of laughs went through the room. “You laugh, but they
had an awesome wine called Red Blood Cell, and when you look like me, people
expect you to order certain drinks. I mean, can you not see me asking for a
Bloody Mary?”
More
laughter. Vicky dropped her head to look at the podium. “I looked around, and I
realized that I was the worst drunk in the room. Because I could keep drinking,
and I didn’t feel it anymore. I didn’t feel anything at all. And because I was
drunk, I had someone special come into my life, and I couldn’t see it. I...I
let her get away from me, and she ended up deciding she was straight after
all.”
She
paused to snap her fingers, but this admission brought nervous laughter.
Revealing that she was bisexual made people more nervous than her confession to
being a vampire. Vicky smirked at the absurdity of the idea.
“I met
someone else, and I almost lost them too. But I almost lost them to a drug that
they binged on, and I joined them in overdosing on it. And this was...it was so
much worse than the alcohol. I thought I didn’t feel anything as an alcoholic,
but I must have still had some kind of flawed moral code in place.
“But on
the drugs, I didn’t give a fuck. I know this will scare you, but while I was on
that drug, I would have thought of killing every last one of you, and it would
have been funny, even appealing.”
She
lifted her head, nodding as she appraised the sea of white, frightened faces.
“That one bad trip scared me. I didn’t think anything could scare me, but that
trip through hell did. And that’s when I decided to sober up.” She raised her
hand to point to Amber. “I couldn’t do this without the help of my partner. I
love you, Creampuff.”
“Love
you too, Vicky,” Amber called over the hoots of laughter over Amber’s pet name.
Vicky
waited for people to get quiet, before she smirked. “If we can just find the
right guy to add to our trio, I think we’ll be happy vamps.”
***
“Excuse me?”
The man
who called out to them was tall, dark, and ruggedly handsome. His squared jaw
and lean cheek sported just the faint stubble, just enough to be sexy. He
dressed in khakis and a pale denim work shirt, unbuttoned at the collar.
He wore
cologne hinted with pheromones, to make himself more appealing, and hair tonic
to keep his long brown hair under almost perfect control. He also smelled of a
recent cocaine high, though he was no longer feeling the rush of the drug. He
would be looking to get away from the meeting soon for another toot through his
favorite one hundred dollar bill. Even with polite distance separating them
both Vicky and Amber could smell the drug on him, and on his billfold.
He
swept back his hair behind his right ear, smiling confidently before he offered
out the same hand. “Hi, Robert Slocum.”
Vicky
smirked as she clasped his hand. “Named by nature, I would hope.”
Robert
snorted and took Amber’s hand next. “It depends on whether I’m having a good
night, I guess.” He raised his hand to scratch the far side of his eyebrow, and
then the corner of his eye. “I was...um, very impressed with your speech. It’s admirable
that both of you are giving up drugs...”
He
twisted around to see if anyone else was listening. No one was, but he lowered
his voice to say, “Seriously though, were you messing with us? I mean, is this
some kind of routine you do, to come in and spook the normal people?”
Vicky
shrugged. “No. Are you belittling my experiences with drugs just because I look
like a goth?”
Robert’s
mouth fell open. “Uh, wait. You aren’t a goth?”
“Well,
just because I hung out at—” Vicky snorted. “No, I can’t even say it with a
straight face. Okay, so what if I’m a goth? So what if my girlfriend outvamps me on a good night.”
“Like
tonight,” Amber added before Vicky could keep rambling.
“Okay,
so it’s your culture, and you aren’t just here to fuck with us.” Robert smiled
and put his hands in his pockets. “Sorry if I’m giving you a hard time, but I’m
a bit protective of the flock.”
“Or the
harem?” Amber asked.
Laughing,
Robert rubbed the corners of his mouth in a roguish gesture. “I try to help
spread the love around, sure. But there’s no ring on this finger, is there?”
Amber
smiled as she winked at Robert. “I noticed that too. I wonder, have you ever
thought about playing around with a pair of crazy-ass vamps?”
***
Amber pushed Robert against the
wall and raised up to kiss his chest. Robert laughed, his eyes locked on Vicky.
“You know, Creampuff, I’d really like to see what she can do with those lips.”
“Yeah?”
Amber said in a quiet, coy voice, “Well lean down here, stud-muffin, and I’ll
explain the problem.”
When he
leaned over, she grabbed the silver cross on his neck and tugged it lightly.
“Vicky has an allergy to silver, so you have to lose the crucifix.” She waited
out his laugh before she added, “and the earrings. Sorry, but if you want to
find out what she’s like, you have to lose the metal. Otherwise, you’re just
playing with me.”
Amber
leaned her body in, arching her back to writhe against him.
She
smiled impishly and said, “Not that I mind either way.”
“Well
hey, no offense, but...you’re like the short, cute sister. I could still see
doing you, but I’d feel really guilty the next day,” Robert said, straightening up and puling off
his silver stud earrings. “I’d have to have Vicky do me next, to help me get
over the guilt right away.” He took off the necklace next, and he tucked them
into his pocket.
Amber
stepped back and smirked, “Good night, sweet prince.”
“Amber!”
Vicky shouted, her deafening, angry volume causing both Amber and Robert to
jump. “You don’t ever, ever mangle the
bard like that again!”
Amber
rubbed her finger in her ear as she nodded. ”All right, fine! Fuck, Vicky, I
think you just called the cops in advance.”
Robert
looked back and forth quickly, and yet realization still came to him far too
slowly. “Hey, you guys don’t really think you’re vamps, do you?”
“Oh,
I’m not a vampire.” Amber smiled to show off her fangs. “I just have these
because I’m having a vampire’s baby. But I don’t need to eat now, because I
just plowed through four guys in an alley not two miles from here. We were
looking for a meal for Vicky, and we saw the sign, ‘Alcoholics Anonymous meets
tonight.’ I bet Vicky that there had to be at least one sober asshole like you
taking advantage of—”
Robert
tried to run by shoving his way past Vicky. She caught him under his throat and
pushed back, slamming him into the wall with one arm.
His
head cracked against the wall, and stars exploded in his vision. He slid down
the wall, groaning as he tried to fight the overwhelming urge to close his
eyes.
He heard
something click, but he couldn’t look up. He thought the click was a
switchblade, but he couldn’t be sure.
Amber
said, “No, Vicky. I want to see you bite him.”
“What?”
Vicky retracted the switchblade, staring at Robert with an uncertain
expression. “Amber, I can’t.”
“I’ll
get rid of the body, Vicky. I can destroy every last trace of the bite. There’s
no guilt here, is there? You never worry about the victims being good or bad
anyway, so this is one rule that you normally obey to help you survive.”
“And you’ll
explain that to Emil before I tell him that I bit someone?”
“Go
ahead,” Amber said. “After he finds out what I can do, he might take me along
on a hunt to clean up after him too. It’s one more way that I can be useful to
the coven, right?”
“Amber...jeez,
I don’t know.” Vicky knelt, crawling over to Robert with a slow, uneasy pace.
He
raised one hand, waving it in a protective gesture that meant little. He was
too woozy to throw a real punch.
Vicky
pushed his arm down, and then she frowned at Amber. “Now you’re making me feel
dirty.”
Amber
laughed quietly. “Why? Because I’m watching you eat?”
“No,
because you didn’t used to enjoy it this much. And now...well it’s kind of
dirty.” Vicky watched Amber sink down onto her haunches, and she pointed at
Robert. “He’s an adulterer, and that’s really not all that bad.”
“Oh,
and when my humanity returns, I might feel bad about you eating him? Would this
guy be any different than the house full of teens you ate because you were
stoned off of my tainted blood? Will he be different from any of the other
victims we take together in the next year?”
Amber
had knelt down, duck walking closer as she spoke. She leaned over to look into
Robert’s glazed eyes. “Funny, he doesn’t look like a victim to me. He just looks
like food.”
“He
is.” Vicky reached out to pet Amber’s cheek. “Amber, I don’t like seeing you
unhappy, and when this bloodlust wears off, you will have to live with this. I
don’t.
“I’ll
deal with it when that day gets here.”
“So, if
you’re getting rid of the body, that means you’re going to using the feeding
spell to consume him?”
“Yep,
I’ll liquefy him, bones and all,” Amber said. “I’ll leave a clean pile of
clothes, without a trace of DNA on them.” She closed her hand around Vicky’s
fingers and tilted her head to kiss Vicky on her palm. She slipped her tongue
out to lap a wet trail on Vicky’s skin, and she smiled when Vicky stiffened in
response and started to pant.
“You’ve
always told me that you couldn’t deny your nature, but you don’t bite victims,
and that is denying a part of yourself.”
Vicky
leaned her head over and laughed nervously. “Holy shit, Amber. When did you
become the devil?”
Amber
laughed too. “Let’s not go swelling my ego, lover. I’m a far cry from Lucien or
Dimitri.” She pulled Vicky’s hand away and waved toward Robert. “Now, hurry up
and eat your dinner before he dies and gets cold.” |