Friday March 13, 1998
Amber’s magically enhanced
feeding habits filled her so completely that she could skip meals without
adverse side effects. The day after her first feeding frenzy, Emil had been
concerned when she skipped breakfast. He had become alarmed when she skipped
dinner as well, but she was truly feeling no thirst, nor was her child burning
a hole in her stomach.
Amber
didn’t go back to the refrigerator to take a meal for a full week. She’d
weathered her first feeding frenzy with an ease that was beyond a whelp of the
same age. To beat the frenzy, she just ate four and a half people.
Mostly
whole, and mostly at the same time.
Well
over two months had passed since then, but Emil was still trying to wrap his
head around how Amber could cram so many victims into her tiny frame. It was
mind boggling, even if magic was involved.
Since
her first hunt, Amber alternated between taking cold meals from the stock of
pet supplies and venturing out to hunt for low-level criminals. Emil had gone
on only one of those hunts to see her feeding spell for himself.
Once
was enough, and though he didn’t like to admit it, Amber had unsettled him
because of the ease with which she erased people, leaving behind only clothing.
While
Emil sipped his breakfast from a bottle, he watched Amber make tea and thought
of her casting the spell again.
An idea
came to him which he gave voice to. “Your feeding spell is a variation of the
shadow portal, isn’t it?”
“It’s
got portal-like qualities, but the substance I summon is...selectively
corrosive. But it also stores the excess material in stasis until I need it.”
“So
that’s how Dimitri was trucking around with a few gallons of nightmare blood,”
said Emil. He got up to take an armload of empty bottles from the kitchen table
to the sink.
“I’m
sure he took the whole horse, so to speak,” Amber said, though her thoughts
were still not on the same page as Emil. “The really cool thing is, I can slap
it down on a hundred people and only eat one or two victims in the crowd. No
one would be the wiser if I timed it right in a club while strobe lights were
flashing.”
Amber
sipped her tea before she offered Emil a wicked grin. “Funny thing to think
about during breakfast, huh?”
Vicky
sighed, though it quickly became a laugh. “We’re not going to a club, and I
don’t care how convincing you make your argu—” Vicky
stiffened and shot out of her seat.
All of
the vampires did the moment they smelled Dimitri in the foyer.
“Hello?”
he called out warily. “Wyrm in the hooooouse.” He
waited in the silence, then asked, “Was that proper vernacular, or am I
speaking in pig Latin?”
No one
heard footsteps, but Dimitri leaned into the kitchen a second later, his white
face pulling into relief. “No one is leaping for weapons yet.”
“What
good would weapons do?” Amber asked.
“Amber,”
Emil warned.
“Well
fuck, he’s going to toy with us either way, so why should I have to humor him?”
Amber scowled at Dimitri as the wyrm strolled into the kitchen like he owned
the place. “What brings you back to my master’s abode?”
“I’m
here for you again, though that should be no surprise.” Dimitri folded his arms
and leaned against the wall. “How are you liking the new gifts?”
“A
couple are parlor tricks, but the feeding spell is mighty handy for dealing
with—with feeding frenzies.” Amber’s scowl shifted to confusion. “Hey—”
“And
the lights of recognition just flicked on,” Dimitri commented. “I apologize
about the nightmare blood. I thought you could heal yourself.” He cringed as he
read Amber’s mind. “And I’m sorry for leaving you in an apartment without a
working phone. I swear, that wasn’t intentional.”
“I
wonder,” Amber said.
“I’ve
been on a quest for you in Lissand.”
Amber
asked, “It took you three months?”
“No, it
took me a few weeks, but there’s a layer of time dilation between here and
Lissand.” Dimitri glanced around at the blank stares. “So, put more simply, I
leave to Lissand for a day, and two to three weeks pass on Earth.”
Nobody
reacted to his explanation, and he let it go. “In any case, I went on my quest
to hunt down a certain creature, and if I feed you their blood, you’ll be truly
immortal.”
“Unicorn
blood?” Emil asked.
Dimitri
nodded. “That’s it.”
“Fuck
you,” Amber said.
Dimitri
blinked at her, his face pulling into genuine confusion. “What?”
“You
heard me just fine. I’m not taking anything else from you. Maybe you haven’t
noticed this, but nobody here trusts you. You told me last time that you wanted
to help me live forever, and you damn near killed me. So even if you’re telling
the truth now, I’m sure there’s a downside you aren’t mentioning.”
“Well,
there’s the matter of being eternally damned for feeding on the blood of the
purest animal in creation, but hey, you’re already a cannibal.” Dimitri held up
both his hands to simulate a scale, his arms wobbling up and down as he said,
“Both are pretty much the same in God’s book.”
Amber
shook her head. “I wasn’t worshipping him.”
“Helen
doesn’t care for cannibals either, but you get my point,” Dimitri said.
Emil
groaned, his skin flushing light blue while his cheeks bunched to pull his face
into an irritated scowl. “Amber, drinking unicorn blood will curse you to be a
blood drinker forever. That much is true. You’ll heal from wounds faster than
we could, but you’ll always feel thirsty, even after you’ve just fed. You also
can’t go out in the sunlight anymore, because even partial exposure can kill
you.”
Amber
snorted. “Damn, now that’s some deal. I’ll be stronger than the vampires, but
with a weakness that can be exploited once every twelve hours.” She had another
thought. “What effect would this have on my child?”
Dimitri’s
hairless brow wrinkled while he brooded. “Amber, be reasonable. After you have
the child, what will you do? You don’t want to go back to being a normal human,
do you?”
“I
never was a normal human.” Amber laughed at a thought, setting aside her teacup
on the counter before she folded her arms to mimic Dimitri’s pose. “I just
decided what I’ll do. When I deliver this kid, I’ll have Emil knock me up
again. Or hey, maybe I’ll fuck Lucas and have his kid next. I’m young, so I’ve
got plenty of time to be a modern day Lilith, making
a new race of hell-spawn to plague the
humans with.”
Dimitri
laughed enthusiastically and nodded. “Now see, that’s a plan I could get behind
if you really meant it.” He shook his head, his expression bemused. “But the
truth is, you’re willing to accept what comes to you and see what happens.”
Amber
nodded. “Yep, it’s worked out for me so far.” Her smile dropped. “But I’m no
fool, Dimitri. I know you’ll force me into taking your deal.”
“You’re
sure you won’t try a little sip of unicorn blood?” Dimitri asked in a plaintive
voice.
“Not
even if you smeared my lips with it,” Amber said. “Whether I’m good or evil has
nothing to do with my choice. I don’t trust you, and I never will.”
Dimitri
nodded. “All right.” He lowered his arms, and then he slung his right hand up
in a lazy underhanded toss.
A blue
stone spotted with highlights of mottled grey rolled out of his fingers and
arced up and over the vampires, heading straight for Amber’s face. She snapped
her hand up to catch it, and bolts of electrical energy shot through her body,
driving the air from her lungs in a yelp.
Doubling
over, she dropped to one knee and stopped breathing. She couldn’t hear anything
but rumbling, like thunder in the distance.
Emil
spun to glare at Dimitri with unrestrained agitation. Despite the risk to his
own health, he couldn’t stop himself from shouting, “What the hell is wrong
with you?”
Dimitri
flinched, drawing his arms up in a mocking defensive gesture. “What?”
“Stop
playing me for a fool!” Emil clenched his fists as tightly as his jaw, fighting
to get his temper under control. “We’ve done nothing wrong, and you keep
torturing us!”
“Torture?”
Dimitri shook his head. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, and I don’t
think you do either.”
Emil
slung his hand in a furious gesture, waving toward Amber, who still hadn’t
moved. “Then what the hell was that?”
Dimitri
said, “A thunderstone.”
“A—”
Emil’s mouth fell open. He closed it and took a deep breath. “You killed a
thunderbird?”
“Yep,
and a unicorn. That’s why it took me so long to get back. It’s a pity about the
unicorn. She was a real beauty. I guess I’ll have to drink her myself, since
I’ve already got sunlight issues.”
Amber
gasped, her muscles relaxing enough to allow her to suck in a breath. Raising
her head to stare at Dimitri with resentment, she used the counter to pull
herself back to her feet. “If you’ve done anything to—”
“Your
child is fine, although he is also imbued with the same magic as you.” Dimitri
paused, and no recognition came to Amber. “That would be the new magic
blessing, which by its nature is similar to a deity’s protection?”
Amber
smirked, though the sentiment never reached her eyes. They were still glassy,
and burning a fire of cold, insane fury. “Really?”
She
created a diversionary thought first, and behind it, she imagined setting up a
string of UV lamps in the main hallway to fry Dimitri’s ass during his next
visit.
Walking
away from the counter to stand beside Vicky, she asked, “What number am I
thinking?”
“I
wouldn’t know.” Dimitri waited, and no one spoke. His shoulders slouched and he
hung his head over. His display of regret was sincere, but no one believed him.
Even if he could convince them, he couldn’t make them care.
Raising
his head, he frowned with feeble agitation. “Amber, I’m only trying to help you
and your friends. I’ve always been honest with you about my motivations, and
I’m asking you to trust me.”
“Then
you picked the wrong person to peddle your wares to.” Amber held up the stone.
“You wasted one trinket on—”
Emil
coughed to catch her attention. “It’s not a—never mind. Go ahead.”
Dimitri’s
face pulled into an incredulous scowl. “I don’t believe this. You’re going to
defer to her? She’s a baby, the youngest one out of all of you.”
Emil
shrugged. “This doesn’t have anything to do with us. You’ve been courting with
Amber, treating us like our loyalty is a forgone conclusion. You can force us
to do your bidding, and you know that. You can scare us into working for you.
But you’ll never have our trust the way we trust her.”
“Why?”
Dimitri asked.
Emil
said, “Because she respects us.”
Dimitri
glanced around, and every vampire met his gaze and nodded their agreement. His
angry scowl deepened, and he stepped away from the wall, raising his hand to
point an accusing finger at Amber. “I won’t forget this slight.”
“If all
you want is slaves, feel free to look us up.” Amber shook her head. “But if you
wanted allies, you fucked up, but good.”
Dimitri’s
scowl melted. So did the rest of his head.
His
body dissolved into a puddle of shadow that slid out of the kitchen, and
seconds later, his scent was fading away.
Devin
gurgled and broke the silence. Claudia glanced down at her son, letting go of
her breath. The sound was shaky and full of fear, sounding so obvious that even
the baby picked up on it and frowned.
“Is it
over yet?” asked Claudia.
“It is
for now, I think,” said Emil.
Amber
asked, “Hey, Emil?”
“Hmm?”
Emil noticed her waving the stone. “Oh, right. That ‘trinket’ he threw imbued
you with the life-force of a thunderbird. As he said, it carries a charge like
a deity’s blessing, and you can tap into that power to augment your spells.
You’re carrying around the power of a demigod, in simple terms.”
“Okay,
but there’s a curse of some sort attached,” Amber said.
“It
depends on how you look at it. Technically you’re cursed with immortality. About
the only thing that could kill you is decapitation...and
dismemberment...probably fire would work too. Drowning could—”
Amber
raised her hands, cutting him off. “Okay, there are loopholes.” Amber dropped
her arms to her sides, her expression becoming uncertain. “Do you think I
should have accepted his offer to be allies?”
Emil
smiled. “You don’t have to defer to me like this.”
“Yes I
do. This is your coven, isn’t it?” Amber returned his smile. “So?”
“No, I
don’t think you should have. I don’t trust him, but I’m surprised you turned
down his offer. I thought you wanted to be one of us.”
“His
offer wouldn’t make me into one of you. It would burden me with a curse, and a
major weakness. What’s more, I’m sure it would also transfer over to my child,
and I’m not saddling him with a curse like that.” Amber sighed. “But true to
form, Dimitri didn’t offer me much choice.”
***
Amber settled into bed beside
Vicky, draping her leg over her partner’s hips. “You’ve been quiet all night.”
“I’m
still trying to figure out what Dimitri hoped to gain in recruiting you.”
“You
mean recruiting us,” Amber said.
“No, I
think Emil had it right, and this was never about us. We’re not mystical
creatures, and even if Dimitri is a blood drinker, he’s not an ally of our
people. He can’t possibly hope to raise an army of vampires, because there
aren’t that many of us. We have little tactical value to him.”
“But
I’m different?” Amber asked.
“You
are now, and maybe that was the point,” Vicky said. “Maybe he hoped to hone you
into a stronger mage, but one working with dark magic instead of...instead of
the light magic you’d just lost.”
“Then
he was giving me something I’d just recently lost, even if I wasn’t aware of it
yet.” Amber frowned. “I hadn’t thought to try casting the locator spell since
we left Arizona, but of course he’s right. The moment I drank human blood, I
lost my connection with Helen.”
“Which
brings us to the possibility that we’ve scorned someone who was genuinely
trying to offer his help.”
“Yeah,
maybe so,” Amber said. “But he could have given a better presentation if he
wanted to make a good first impression.”
Vicky
nodded, but she couldn’t think of anything else to say. She rubbed Amber’s arm
and listened to her breathing.
She
thought that Amber had fallen asleep until Amber said, “Tell me about Ellen.”
Vicky
sighed. “I think maybe we would have gotten together, but then you came along,
and Ellen got out of town for a few months. After that, we never really had a
chance to connect with each other again.”
Amber
stared at her with a sad expression. “Do you ever have regrets?”
Vicky
wanted to say no without hesitation. The lie would please Amber, but it would
eat at her forever, and she had enough weight on her conscience already. “Yeah,
I have some regrets, but they’re what if questions that don’t mean anything.
What if I had accepted Ellen’s other offers and didn’t shy away from her?”
“You
did that with her too?” Amber raised her arm to lay her hand on Vicky’s cheek.
“Why is it so hard for you to let anyone in?”
Vicky
debated with herself before she started talking about William. The sun had
fully risen by the time she was done. Amber listened quietly, remaining silent
long after Vicky finished.
Vicky
couldn’t sleep. She didn’t feel tired. After almost two years of trying to
break down her shell, Amber had finally got Vicky to bare her secrets. Amber
understood everything then, and Vicky could only wait to see how she would
react.
Amber
smiled. “So, you’ve always had a fixation on halflings. Is that why you didn’t
mention anything to me about my heritage until after Ellen brought it up?”
Vicky
gaped at Amber while her mind whirled. The question was so out of left field
that she wasn’t sure what to say.
Amber’s
smile grew, and then Vicky laughed. “I gave my best effort at trying to scare
you off, but nothing I did worked. Like every other halfling I’ve met, it drew
you in faster.”
Amber
nodded. “You reeled me in, and now you’re stuck with me. Possibly for forever.
Can you live with that?”
“I
think so. We just have to sort out how sex works between the two of us.”
Amber
lifted her shoulder in a half-shrug. “It can’t be that hard to figure out. I
don’t know why you can’t just experiment and see what happens.” Amber raised
her head, her face pulling into a thoughtful expression. “Or is that the
problem? Am I supposed to be the driver?”
Yes, Vicky thought. Surprise
registered as a blush on her cheeks, and her widening eyes and tensing mouth
gave Amber an answer without Vicky saying a word.
If her
expression didn’t, her heart did. Amber had her hand resting on Vicky’s chest,
and the slow thumping beat surged to near-human speeds under her palm.
Amber
moved to lay over Vicky, her mouth bowing up in a knowing smile. “All this
time, I thought I was waiting on you to seduce me. But that isn’t what you
want.”
Vicky
didn’t need to answer. Still, she shook her head and whispered, “No.”
Amber
lowered her head, brushing her lips against Vicky’s throat. Vicky panted,
leaning her head away to bare her neck to Amber.
Amber’s
breathy laughter spilled cool air over her skin. “Even if you are a vampire,
you’re still a woman. You still want to be pursued.”
Vicky
nodded, excited even more by the husky sound of Amber’s whispering voice.
“Yes,”
she said, and then she moaned when Amber ran a fang over her pulsing jugular
vein.
Amber
mimicked Emil, teasing Vicky into a state of heightened sensitivity. Her mouth
trailed down to Vicky’s collarbone, and by then Vicky was writhing underneath
her, whimpering her name in a pleading voice.
Amber’s
fangs pierced Vicky’s skin, and the vampire’s hands rose, her nails raking a
trail of bright pink furrows from the base of Amber’s neck to the small of her
back.
Amber
responded with a pleased moan, and her hands fumbled to pull off Vicky’s top,
tearing the fabric instead.
She
released her bite and they separated to undress while they smiled lewdly at
each other. “One of us should have a strap-on,” Amber teased.
Vicky
laughed, surprised at how soft and girlish the sound was. “Maybe next time.”
Amber
settled back on the bed, lowering her body to offer herself to Vicky. Her hand
slipped under her partner’s neck to encourage her.
Vicky
hesitated, curling her lips around her aching fangs.
“It’s
okay to let go,” Amber whispered. “No matter what happens, it won’t make me
leave you.”
Going
into a bloodlust then was all too easy, and Vicky allowed herself to slip
under. She bit into Amber’s shoulder, drawing back on the wound. The feeling of
hot blood splashing her throat was glorious, and Vicky’s voice rose in an
enraptured growl.
Vicky
swallowed, another growl rising from her chest when Amber clawed her side. She
almost let go of the wound, and then Amber whispered, “Take one more, lover.”
Vicky
did, her hair standing on end when Amber moaned in response.
She’d
longed to share everything with Amber, to make the two of them partners in
every way. But an exchange of blood, the most intimate act taken between
vampires, was something she’d denied herself for fear of pushing Amber away.
Amber
grabbed a handful of her hair to yank her head back, tearing Vicky’s teeth away
from her skin. The wound was already knitting back together, and Amber barely
flinched from the pain.
She
pulled Vicky’s head up to kiss her, and their blood mingled on their tongues,
cementing the union between them. Vicky was bound to Amber, freeing her from
the last vestiges of guilt that she’d held for not fighting to save William.
Amber’s
lips kissed away the years of loneliness. Her hands explored Vicky’s body,
scratching, petting and kneading away the last of Vicky’s resistance. Even Emil
couldn’t push Vicky’s senses to such a peak, and not since William had she felt
so alive, loved and wanted.
Vicky
drew in a deep breath and moaned her partners’ name, her voice tense and
warbling as she teetered on the peak of pleasure. Then her body convulsed with
her climax, and the volume of her moans stunned her.
She had
lost control of herself, giving everything to Amber.
When
Vicky stilled and her voice dropped to a whimper, Amber pecked bloody kisses on
her lips. Vicky closed her arms around Amber, her tired eyes staring up at her
partner with a dazed look of awe.
She
drew a shallow breath, hoping it would be enough to say three little words.
Their
power reduced Vicky’s voice to a whisper. “I love you.”
Amber
smiled and kissed her again. “I love you.”
Nothing
else needed to be said, and they lay together, gazing into each other’s eyes
until sleep pulled them down together. |