1938
Glasgow, Scotland
Vicky woke up and smiled at
William, who sat on the side of her bed. A sketchpad rested on his lap, and he
held a stick of charcoal. His fingers were stained from making smudges for
gradient tones, and under his right eye was a grey streak, probably from an
itch he couldn’t resist scratching.
He
raised the pad to show her his efforts, and she nodded her approval. Then he
said, “I want to teach you how to keep your casual thoughts hidden from me.”
Vicky
nodded again, pushing herself up on her forearms while she regarded William
with a curious expression.
He’d
already explained how casual thoughts were the constant line of internal
dialogue, which every sentient creature made during their wakeful hours. But
he’d never before mentioned that she might have a way to keep him out of her
head.
William
nodded a confirmation of her thoughts. “If I wanted to, I could still probe
your mind to know what you’re really thinking. But I want to show you how to
protect your thoughts from passive scans.”
Vicky
frowned, unable to keep herself from worrying. “Why is it important?”
“It’s
not that important right now.” William set the charcoal down on the nightstand,
and then he shifted the sketchpad to the bed while he added, “You deserve a
measure of privacy, and I can give that to you with only a few minutes of
training.”
Recognition
came to Vicky, and her face filled with shame. “Are my fantasies becoming too
much for you?”
William
laughed. “I could never get tired of anything you do. In fact, I like listening
in on some of your fantasies.”
Vicky
thought, Then why won’t you let me act on
them?
William
dropped his head to avoid meeting her gaze. “You know why, Vicky.”
She
did, but she still couldn’t keep her frustrations contained. They spilled out
of her in a bitter huff, and yet William still wouldn’t look at her.
During
the year that Vicky had lived with William, her feelings for him grew. His
playful flirting captured her interest, and her affection for him was so
powerful by then that he could send her pulse racing just by holding her hand.
William
leaned back, resting his weight on one hand while he brought up the other to
touch her cheek. He left a smudge behind on her skin, and his lips split in a
guilty grin as he chuckled.
Vicky
didn’t care. His grazing touch sent sparks trailing over her skin, and her
heart fluttered fast enough to sound human.
She sat
up and laid her hand on William’s chest, frowning when he pulled away from her.
“You don’t have to be afraid of me, William. I could never...” Her voice dried
in her throat.
She
wanted to promise that she wouldn’t hurt him. But her teeth ached, and all she
could think about was how badly she wanted to taste him.
“I’m
not afraid of you,” William said. “I’m afraid for you.”
Vicky
took his wrist, laying his hand over her breast. He tried to pull away, and she
held on. Her voice was a soft, desperate whimper as she pleaded, “You already
have my heart, William. I’m offering the rest of myself to you now.”
William
watched her with a helpless, pained expression, his green eyes filled with
conflicting emotions. He loved her, but the emotion was locked in an intense
struggle against his fear, anguish, and frustration.
Vicky
had denied herself for too long. Every night that she spent with William, more
of her self-control eroded. Her nights were filled with distracting fantasies
of seducing William, and they blended into dreams that were far less restrained
when she slept each day.
Anger
rushed in her chest. It was his fault, because he was always reaching out to
touch her, to pose her, or just to cup her cheek. He knew the effect he had on
her, but when she tried to touch him, he denied her. Every rejection was given
with compliments, but the one way barrier that kept their relationship platonic
was maddening to Vicky.
In
reaction to her anger, William again raised his hand to touch her face.
Vicky
couldn’t stand waiting for him to decide, and she leaned forward, brushing her
lips over his.
His
breath pulsed out in a gasp, and aggravation spread from his eyes to the rest
of his face as he drew his head back. “Don’t you ever listen to me?”
Vicky
pouted, her eyes pleading with him. Moving his hand over her breast, she guided
him to caress her, and then she raised her head to kiss him again.
His
convictions broke down, and he returned her kiss, lapping his tongue over hers
while he exhaled a hot, shaking breath. Vicky breathed in, accepting the soul
kiss before she returned it to him.
When he
drew back, she slid a hand behind his neck, urging him to lean his head down to
her shoulder.
He read
her thoughts and knew what she wanted, but still he hesitated.
“Please,”
she whispered.
William
bit her shoulder, and her back stiffened as a spasm ripped across her body. She
started to pant, and cramps shot down her inner thighs, forcing her to clamp
them together to relieve the tension.
When he
leaned over her, she sank back to the bed willingly. His hands fumbled first to
push the covers away, and then to hike the bottom of her nightgown while she
unbuttoned his pants. She tugged them and his underwear down onto his thighs.
His sex
slid over hers, and his hips pressed against her aching thighs. But he didn’t
take her then. He gently urged her to rest her lips over his collarbone, his
voice erupting in a deep grunt when she sank her fangs into his flesh. He
repaid the shock by biting her earlobe, tearing through her skin to draw blood.
Then he
sank into her, and Vicky’s voice warbled in a muffled cry of pleasure. She
released her bite and moaned again as his blood filled her mouth. Swallowing
quickly, she had to resist the urge to draw back on the wounds.
Closing
her arms over his sides, she raked her nails and drew deep scarlet rails down
his pale skin. William groaned and arched his spine, pressing his body down
over hers.
He
wound an arm under Vicky’s lower back to guide her. His teeth clutched her
earlobe, and yet his free hand flitted over her body with a light, timid touch.
His other arm pulled her down while he bucked his hips and grind his pelvis
against hers.
Vicky
was lost in a flood of sensations, both painful and pleasurable.
Her
body clenched in a climax, and William paused, his face flushed with color
while he gasped for air. Once Vicky settled into soft whimpering, he released
his bite. He rose up on his hands, taking her wrists to pin them over her head.
William
sank into her again, moving with an achingly slow speed. Vicky wanted to grab
his hips to speed him up, but he pressed his weight down hard on her wrists.
The spikes of pain flashing through her arms turned into a shiver that raced
down her spine, and she whined softly in response.
Despite
his slow pace, Vicky’s body tensed again. But no matter how she writhed under
her lover, she could not push herself to the point of breaking the knots
binding her insides.
William
drew back, almost pulling away from her completely before he thrust into her
hard.
The
knot tore free.
He
plunged into her again, and Vicky uttered a surprised cry, straining her arms
to free them. She wanted to pull him close in an embrace. The taste of his
blood still lingered on her tongue, but the craving to lick the wound still
could not be satiated.
His
shaft swelled inside her, pulsing with his orgasm. William lowered himself,
pressing his body to hers. He allowed her to clean the trails of blood that
slid down his chest, and then he rolled over to lie against her side.
They
laid together for an hour. William’s hands roamed over her body, adding more
streaks of charcoal dust. His mouth lingered at the nape of her neck while he
nipped the skin between his teeth, every nibble drawing a soft giggle from her.
But at
last he drew away from her with a weary sigh, and he began to straighten
himself up as he said, “I still need to train you tonight.”
Vicky
nodded. “I’m listening.”
“A
diversionary thought isn’t hard to make. You just think of one thing
repetitively until it becomes second nature to be thinking of it first.
Underneath that thought, your internal musings will still continue on, but
they’ll be cloaked by the diversion.”
“What
should I think of?” Vicky asked.
“I
can’t say, but it should be a thought which would discourage telepaths from
looking beyond the surface.” William laughed and shook his head. “That’s very
flattering, but that thought might cause a halfling to dig faster.”
Vicky
cast about for an idea before she had one, and she knew she’d picked well when
William grimaced. “How’s that?”
William swallowed, his mouth a
hard, thin line while he tried to keep himself from throwing up. “Yes, that
might work.” |