A brief note from
the author:
Welcome, readers, to the first book of Jenny/Marcus
Wrigley. Before we get started, I want to take a moment to introduce you to the
narrator, who never takes the time to introduce herself in this tale, or in her
past storytelling efforts. She’s worked as the narrator in Touched, Blood Relations and Shadow Walker, and this will be
her last story with Jenny/Marcus before Apollo takes over the role in the next
book.
(Yes, there already is a next
book, and you’re either going to love the new narrator, or call for my slow
burning death.)
But this narrator, objective and
distanced, is Shiva, a demigod of death and destruction. In this world, Shiva
used to be a male demigod, but he castrated and then transformed himself into a
female.
He did this after his followers
stoned another demigod to death, Mars. Mars could partially be blamed, since he
refused to transubstantiate to avoid physical injury. In effect, his stubborn
male pride kept him fighting even after he’d been grievously wounded with a
cold iron blade.
Shiva decided that wasn’t how he
wanted to go down, and he became a she. Shiva stepped away from the Earth as a
physical presence, but she remained behind as an insubstantial observer. She
follows people of interest to her, people who lead lives of extreme violence or
darkness. You might say that bloody death is her fixation.
This is how she stumbled across
Amber, and how she met Jenny. She’ll tell you the story of how Jenny uncovered
her genetic heritage and discovered her true calling as a bard. Shiva won’t mention
herself, but she is present in every scene. She is omniscient, knowing
everything as it happens.
This is her last book with Jenny.
So Shiva wanted me to pass along this message to you:
“For the last time,
there’s no such thing as head hopping if I know everything! It’s not my fault if you get
confused following the thoughts of multiple characters in the same scene. If
I’m confusing you, I hear Barney has picture books with little words.”
Uh...Shiva doesn’t get out often.
Sorry about that.
Right, on with the story...
Chapter One
Thursday, February
5, 1998
Amarillo, Texas
If the biggest spell
you can cast is water the size of a baseball, you’d better pray for an invasion
of sprites. Marcus Wrigley stopped humming to snort at the thought, and with his focus
lost, the ball of water floating in front of him dropped.
It splashed on the grass before he
could capture it again.
Sighing, Marcus straightened up
and glanced over the top of his narrow, oval-shaped sunglasses to survey the
back yard. The high wooden fence surrounding the property ensured that no one
except for two neighbors could see into the yard, and then only if they were in
one of the back rooms on the second floors of their homes.
The neighbors who could look in on
him from their houses weren’t home during the day, but Marcus still felt
paranoid about checking the windows of the house on his right, and then the
house directly behind his parents’ home.
For the time being, he had to practice
in secret. Most normal humans thought magic was myth. Marcus had counted
himself among the normal people despite his unique traits and in spite of the
unique company he’d kept.
He’d lived with witches and
vampires, and many, many magi. He’d known halflings and mutants. He even knew a kitsune.
But in spite of his connections to
the mystical ranks, Marcus thought of himself as a cross-dresser with severe
schizophrenia. He played a mage or a wizard in role playing games, and Jenny
collected stuffed unicorns and costumes. They were both fantasy loving nerds
and proud of their hobbies.
Marcus thought of Jenny’s persona
as a feminine extension of himself, an imaginary little sister who he protected
and nurtured into a delusional role with her own charming quirks to set her
apart from him.
When it came to his having magical
abilities, Marcus had been clued in by his older brother, who in turn had been
educated in magic by a wandering halfling.
But the truth did not set Marcus
free. On the contrary, it tied him down to more obligations to be carefully
observant. He had to make sure nobody was watching him while he practiced
summoning water.
The task of enlightening the
humans would fall to other races, or to other people, Marcus thought.
He was half right, anyway.
No one watched Marcus from either
vantage point, and he started humming to himself while he formed another water
drop.
His intended aim was to make
something big fast. He had a theory about how to use one baseball-sized drop of
water as a defensive move. It would require an emergency situation arising
before he could test his theory. But since he only knew how to cast one spell,
he was determined to improve upon it. He wanted more water, and he wanted to
generate it faster, perhaps in something less than one second.
The tune he hummed, Raindrops Keep Falling on My Head,
helped him to focus and push away all other distracting thoughts. It was a
discovery he’d made after his older brother Felix had called him back to
Amarillo to live with their parents again.
Felix had told him to focus on the
sound of water to summon it, to listen for a splashing sound. Marcus didn’t
hear anything at first except for a tune inside his head.
The melody often changed,
depending on his mood, and he’d discovered that if he started humming, he could
hear the splash of the water element. Humming also honed his concentration, and
certain songs allowed him to turn a tiny raindrop into a much larger globe.
Aside from water, Marcus couldn’t
hear the other elements. No matter how Felix tried to describe the sounds,
Marcus got nothing. Felix and Simone could bend reality to their whims, and all
Marcus could do was summon water.
Marcus didn’t complain because he
was happy just being able to cast one spell. A longtime gamer, he’d often wondered
what it was like to be a mage. Which was funny, because he’d been a mage all
along. He just didn’t know it.
Only a few days after he’d first
learned to summon water, Marcus noticed how important humming a melody in his
head was for maintaining his focus, and he began going through the songs he
knew in an effort to find out which tunes gave the best magical results.
He’d also discovered a new file
format on the Internet, a nifty compression technique called MP3. He’d spent
many long nights downloading songs using his parents’ dial-up connection, his
finger hovering over the mouse button while he waited for the ding that
announced another file was finished.
He hunted the MP3 newsgroups for
everything from the fifties up, and he often went to bed with the computer
churning through huge lists of songs to download. In the mornings, he burned
CDs to play throughout the day. From these CDs, he’d developed an internal
catalog of songs, a “mental playlist” that dominated his thoughts.
He could change the current song
if he was in the mood to hear something else, but from the moment he woke up to
the moment he fell asleep, Marcus had two obsessions; music and magic.
Since Felix had woken up the magic
inside Marcus, he’d also stirred something else, something primal that Marcus
didn’t understand yet. But he felt certain the answer was in finding the right
song, and being a nerd who loved research, he committed himself to studying as
much music as he could to find that one perfect melody.
His research didn’t always yield
the desired results. Many of the songs he downloaded made him want to sing,
even to improvise new lyrics. In his opinion, that would be bad for his
concentration.
Marcus pushed away those tunes and
their siren calls to join in the music, to merge with it and become a part of
the song.
The water drop swelled to the
largest size that he could manage. He still needed two seconds, but he was able
to keep it suspended without problems. Raising his voice, Marcus held out his
hand and forced the ball to hit his palm.
He intended to maintain control,
making the surface stiff for a “water punch.”
Holding together the globe after
the initial impact required more energy and focus than he could muster, so
instead of a punch, the best he could manage was a wet slap.
This was slightly less effective
than hitting someone with a water balloon.
Marcus thought, But if I hit someone on the bridge of their
nose, I could temporarily blind them.
He wasn’t entirely sure of this
idea. He was summoning pure water, and it would probably only grant him the one
or two seconds it took for his victim to wipe their eyes.
Whether or not the idea would work
in practice, he wouldn’t find out until he needed to blind somebody. If it didn’t
work, there likely wouldn’t be a chance to come up with a backup plan.
Marcus cast aside his doubts. They
would only make summoning the element harder. He changed to a new tune from the
“playlist” in his head, I Love a Rainy
Night.
He continued to cast water as fast
as he could, each time attempting in vain to hold onto the surface to deliver
something harder than a light slap on his palm.
He sat with his legs crossed
underneath himself in an Indian style, and his baggy dark blue jeans had become
warm in the late morning sun. His oversized black T-shirt was even warmer, and
the sun had heated his long, light blond hair, which spilled down his neck and
over his slender back.
Despite being early February, the
north Texas area had already returned to Spring weather, allowing him to spend
more time outside.
With his return to spending time
in the sun, his mood improved. Everyone noticed it, commenting that Marcus
should spend more time on the day shift, and less time at night in the glow of
the computer monitor.
He still stayed up late, but he
made a point to spend more time outside during the afternoon.
Smiling, Marcus thought, I’m a lizard now.
Which dropped another water globe
on the grass.
Sighing, Marcus changed tunes and
hummed louder.
He was not uncomfortable despite
baking in the heat for several hours, and the sunlight made his task of
focusing easier. The warmer he got, the more relaxed he felt.
He entered a zone, not noticing
that the size of his spells were increasing with his every effort.
The next song he pulled up in his
mental playlist brought the urge to make up new lyrics for the familiar tune.
The desire became so strong that he couldn’t resist swaying his shoulders as he
listened to the first bars of the song. He started to hum them, and the surface
of the globe rippled, responding to his voice.
He smiled and started to sing,
“Long as I remember, I’ve wanted to cast spells. Instead I was a gamer. I
racked up role-play sales. Along comes my big brother, he says I’ve come of
age. So I wonder, yes I wonder. Am I a mage?”
The globe expanded, much bigger
than he’d managed on his last attempt. He stared uncertainly at the
grapefruit-sized sphere before he decided to see what a second verse would do.
“I only know one spell, but bro knows thousands more. Took his lessons from a
halfling—”
The patio door behind Marcus slid
open, and he stopped singing. He was just turning his head to see who was
coming outside when the water globe exploded. After weeks of trying to make a
water punch, the water slap was shocking because of the flaring pain in his
cheek and the frigid temperature of the water.
The water turned icy because the
energy he’d expended to cast the spell had become negative when he stopped the
song. With the reverse of the energy’s alignment, the spell’s intended effect
also violently inverted, casting away the water at a high rate of speed.
This should have been an obvious
clue to Marcus in how his powers worked.
It wasn’t. Marcus knew that music
helped him to concentrate, but neither he nor his alter ego, Jenny, had yet
made the connection that they needed music as a component of their spells.
Marcus and Jenny both trained
under the assumption that they were the same kind of mage as Felix, but in
reality, they were magic users of vastly different classifications. Felix
trying to teach Marcus and Jenny magic was as useless as an opera instructor
giving vocal lessons to a fledgling street mime.
Which explained why, even months
after he’d started training, Marcus’ best efforts blew up in his face.
His cheek still stinging, Marcus
shook his hand as he swiveled his head around the other way to see who was
coming out from the kitchen. He’d needed to turn his head because his vision
was still blurring in his other eye.
He made a mental note: Yes, if I hit someone with pure water that
hard, I’ll blind them for more than two seconds.
Dean Wrigley, Marcus’ father, was
dressed in his usual unfashionable way, with tacky plaid pants in a checked
purple theme, and an argyle pattern polo shirt with diamond shapes in shades of
neon green and yellow.
Some people dressed to impress,
but Dean always looked like his intention was to offend. He wasn’t color blind,
so he understood what hideous combinations he wore, and he reveled in being
“bad.”
Marcus felt it proved that Dean
was evil, but in a light, fluffy kind of way.
He had almost grown used to his
father’s habit for bad clothing, but the troubled frown Dean wore as he crossed
the patio was out of place for him. He was always smiling, always joking.
Dean’s worried frown pulled at
Marcus’ nerves and made him feel cold in spite of the warm weather.
Behind Dean was a woman in a
pastel lavender polyester pantsuit and a white blouse. She wore a clunky silver
chain necklace, and dangling chains of silver hung from her ears.
She wore makeup, too much in
Marcus’ opinion. The foundation and bronzing powder she’d spackled on hid her
natural color, giving her a fake orange tone. Her cheeks were dusted in a plum
blush, and she wore lime green eye shadow.
In short, her makeup was as badly
chosen as Dean’s outfits.
Marcus didn’t recognize the woman,
but when she saw him, she recognized him. Her rouge-painted lips faulted in a
partial smile, and then she covered her mouth with her hand. Every finger was
wrapped in gaudy silver jewelry.
Marcus thought, She wouldn’t be very popular with vampires.
He got up and rubbed his palm over
the back of his jeans while he watched his father and the unknown woman
approaching.
Dean spoke first, his voice filled
with shame. “Marcus...” He dropped his head. “I’ve been meaning to tell you the
truth for a while now, but somehow, I kept getting distracted by other things.”
Marcus frowned with confusion
while his gaze swept back and forth between Dean and the woman. “It’s okay,
Dad. I’ve had that happen to me before.”
“Yeah.” Dean coughed and turned
his head in a sideways gesture toward the woman, but he wouldn’t make eye
contact with Marcus. “When you told us about Jenny, that was something Carmen
and I were supposed to be watching for. In the event that you started changing
genders, there were people that we were supposed to call.”
When Marcus glanced at the woman,
she picked up the explanation for Dean. “Marcus, my name is Lisa Beaumont. I’m
a doctor, and I work for Hidden Treasures.”
Marcus quipped, “Sounds like a
day-care center.”
A soft smile stretched Dr.
Beaumont’s lips before she said, “It’s a specialized adoption service. Our job
is to take on babies that no one else can care for, and who we believe will be
harmed by placing them in traditional state services for orphans.”
Marcus barely had time to come up
with an objection when he thought, I am
the only person in the family who can change personalities.
So instead of asking as a
question, Marcus said, “I’m adopted.”
“Yes,” Dr. Beaumont said.
“And...you’ve found my parents?”
Dr. Beaumont shook her head,
glancing at Dean. “No, not exactly. Maybe we should go inside and sit down?”
***
Marcus huddled over the dining room table, resting his weight
on his forearms while he waited for Dr. Beaumont to say something.
She and Dean were still exchanging
anxious looks. Marcus could guess that there was bad news in store for him and
he didn’t want to rush anyone.
His nerves were jangled by their
apprehension, and he decided to end the silence by asking, “Why isn’t Mom here
for this?”
“She’s taking Felix and Simone out
for the afternoon,” Dean said. “When they stop for lunch, she’s going to tell
them the truth.” Raising his hand, he waved toward Dr. Beaumont. “I called her
after you told us about your alter ego, and since then, Carmen and I were
waiting for her before we could say anything.”
Dr. Beaumont spoke up, leaning
forward in her seat while she clasped her hands in her lap. “Until today, your
parents were told only what they needed to know. They had no idea of what race
you really are, but as Dean said, my predecessor left instructions that they
were supposed to contact our office if you began showing any feminine traits.”
“So what am I?”
“You’re a shapeshifter.”
“A changeling?”
Dr. Beaumont shrugged. “I’ve never
heard any of your people use the term, but I suppose you could call yourself
that.”
Marcus decided not to mention that
a vampire had given him the label. He wanted to bring up a more pressing
concern. “Do you work for the government?”
“No, our agency works with the
government, not for them. We have to work with them, because they alert us when
unique children are found all over the country.”
“Then Hidden Treasures isn’t some
mom-and-pop operation, is it?”
“No, I’m just one counselor in a
large-scale orphanage that spans three properties in as many states. The branch
I work for in Austin was opened first, in the sixties.” Dr. Beaumont offered
Marcus a strained smile. “We’re one of those crazy hippy ideas that hasn’t died
yet.”
“Did my parents drop me off on
your doorstep?”
“No, and no child has ever arrived
at our orphanage in such a way. The government refers children to us in
specific cases, like yours.” Dr. Beaumont’s smile vanished, and she shifted in
her seat.
Dropping her gaze to her hands,
she said, “I didn’t read your files until Dean called me several months ago.
They didn’t bring this up to you sooner, because I asked for time to research
your case. Even so, if you have questions about your past, I’m afraid that I
probably can’t answer them. All I know is what I’ve read.”
“This is going to be bad,” Marcus
guessed.
“You were found in a farmhouse
near Akron Ohio. An anonymous call was made because someone who lived at the
house hadn’t reported to work for several days. When the police arrived,
everyone else in the home was dead, and most had been...”
Dr. Beaumont swallowed and tried
again, but her voice still failed her. She fidgeted with her rings, lining up
the gaudy jewelry so that they were all facing out and centered.
“The bodies of all the adults were
hacked apart and burned in a bathtub. You were found in your crib, screaming
and covered in bruises. The hospital staff found that all of the marks were
caused by needles.”
Marcus shuddered and hugged his
arms to warm himself. The mention of needles made his skin crawl, like
centipedes had just run up his spine. “You never found any of my other
relatives?”
“No. The police couldn’t be sure
who your parents were, and they went to the press in an effort to find your
extended family. The media labeled you as ‘Baby John,’ but they focused on the
murders because no one living at the house left identifying records behind.
“There was speculation then that
perhaps they were killed for being illegal aliens, but it was eventually
dropped because there seemed to be no way to sort out where any of the victims
came from.”
“Maybe DNA could—?”
“DNA profiling wouldn’t be
available to the police for another decade,” Dr. Beaumont said, cutting Marcus
off. “Even if they could run tests now, there’s nothing left of the victims.
I’m not here to tell you about the murders, Marcus. I’m not a cop. I’m just
trying to shed some light on your past.”
When Marcus nodded, she continued
with her story. “The interest of the media shifted to you once you changed
genders at the hospital. That was how they learned that you weren’t human.”
“I knew that already,” Marcus
said. He’d meant to sound sarcastic, but he sounded disquieted instead. “What
do you mean, I changed genders?”
“You arrived at the hospital as a
male, and while a nurse was cooing to you and changing your diaper, you changed
into a female.”
“Is that when the hospital
contacted you to take care of me?”
“No, that happened later. Dr.
Sinclair’s notes aren’t clear on specifics, but according to her, the media
coverage on your story attracted the attention of someone who walked out of the
building with you.”
Marcus stared at Dr. Beaumont, his
face filling with irritation. “Someone kidnapped me from the hospital with the
police watching me?”
“Yes. By then the local FBI branch
was handling your security, but someone took you, even with you being guarded.
You were found three months later in a dumpster.”
Dr. Beaumont started to fidget
with her rings again. “You were near starvation and catatonic. You didn’t look
anything like you had when you were first taken in, and no one recognized you
until your footprints were matched to your male form.”
“To my...” Marcus turned his hand
over to look at his fingertips. “My prints change when I become Jenny?”
“Yes, both your hands and your
feet,” Dr. Beaumont said. “After you were found, the medical staff couldn’t do
anything to help revive you. You defied the medical technology of the time, so
there was no way to look inside you to see what was wrong.”
Marcus shook his head. “They had
x-rays already.”
Dr. Beaumont said, “Yes, but
x-rays didn’t work on you. There’s a layer of fat under your skin that...it has
a high metal and mineral content, which prevents x-rays from being taken. A
sample was collected from your abdomen using a syringe, and your vital
statistics plummeted. You’d been catatonic until then, and you didn’t react
when a catheter was inserted in your leg. You didn’t react when blood was taken
from the catheter, or when fluids were administered. But for the next five
hours after they took that fat sample, you convulsed and screamed...no you...”
Dr Beaumont sighed, looking sorely
tempted to rub her face even if it would ruin her makeup. “Marcus, I’m a person
of science, and so I have trouble believing what was in Dr. Sinclair’s report—”
Cutting her off, Marcus said,
“Will you just skip to the punch line already?”
“The staff thought you were
singing.”
“Do what?”
“Not in words, but in raw notes.
You started off screaming, and your voice got so high that it drove the nurses
out of the room. The electrical equipment began to malfunction, and one nurse
was reportedly looking for ear plugs to go in and attempt to rescue you from
the fire.”
Marcus leaned until he was on the
edge of his seat, his eyes bulging wide with disbelief. “There was a fire?”
“Yes, but the report never made
clear how it got started. But your screams changed in pitch, and you started to
lower your voice. After that, the staff around your room swore that you were
singing, though they had no idea what song you were trying to sing.”
“Unbelievable,” Marcus muttered.
“That’s what I thought,” Dr.
Beaumont agreed. “The doctor supervising your treatment ordered all tests to be
halted. The FBI contacted my predecessor, Dr. Sinclair, who advised that your
second discovery be treated as a different case. Then Hidden Treasures took
custody of you, and you remained with us until you were three.”
Marcus shook his head. “I don’t
remember.”
Dr. Beaumont offered him a
reassuring smile. “Nobody remembers that far back, so it’s okay. As far as the
public was concerned, Baby John was taken from the hospital, and his body was
never recovered. The police sealed your case files, and they were turned over
to the FBI. Dr. Sinclair asked that she be contacted if anyone else with a
similar ability was found, in case another of your distant relatives could be
located.”
Marcus said, “You found someone
else.”
“Yes, but not someone related to
you. Three years after you were placed with the Wrigley family, the FBI found
another couple burned in the tub of their home in Arkansas, and they found an
eight-year-old boy. Like you he was covered in needle marks.”
“They were taking samples,” Marcus
said grimly.
“No, they were poking him with
needles as part of a witchcraft test.”
Marcus scrunched his cheeks up,
his eyes narrowing in disgust. “They were torturing him?”
“Yes. I’m not sure what he said to
convince his tormentors, but they let him live. He told the police that his
name was Tommy Grifter, but he had no identification. The names he gave for his
parents didn’t show up in any records searches. Just like your parents, his
family didn’t exist according to the government.”
“What happened to Tommy?” asked
Marcus.
“The FBI turned him over to our
Nevada office,” Dr. Beaumont said. “Our agency hired a private investigator,
and he was able to track down Tommy’s next of kin, an aunt and uncle who were
living in Colorado.”
She stopped again, and her face
filled with awkward tension. “None of the Grifters were on the grid, so to
speak, but our agency was more concerned with placing Tommy back with his own
people.”
His own people. The words echoed in Marcus’ mind, and then he felt a keen longing
that he’d never had before.
He’d been cast off from his family
with the revelation of his adoption, and he was pushed away from the human race
by the stunning details of his past. The only life line away from solitude that
Dr. Beaumont offered was that he wasn’t alone, and there were other people like
him.
Dr. Beaumont shook him from his
thoughts when she started to speak again. He realized that she was starting to
squirm more often. “We kept the family’s location on file, though we didn’t
share that information with the FBI.”
Dr. Beaumont fell quiet to gather
her thoughts, but Marcus didn’t push her to hurry. He was already having
trouble absorbing what she’d said, and her squeamish behavior gave him the
dreadful feeling that he was still waiting for the other shoe to drop.
“I wish I could tell you about Dr.
Sinclair or send you to her to answer your questions. But she died before I was
hired for the position. All I have are her notes and her tape recordings on the
cases she oversaw. While going over her material to learn more about you, I
found the address for the Grifters and wrote to ask them some questions about
Tommy’s case.”
“You told the Grifters about me?”
Marcus guessed.
“Not directly, but once they returned
my call, they wanted to know if I’d found another shapeshifter. Or, Tommy and
Lana did. I’m sure that you can understand that I’m referring to the same
person when I say ‘they.’”
Marcus nodded, waving his hand
impatiently. “All right, but did you tell them about me?”
“I didn’t give them your name or
your location, but when I described your traits, Tommy was very eager to meet
with you. He...he showed up in my office yesterday with his aunt and uncle, and
they talked me into riding with them this morning.”
Dr. Beaumont frowned as she leaned
back, expecting Marcus to be angry. “They’re at a local hotel, and Tommy is
waiting to find out whether you’re willing to meet them.”
Marcus relaxed, slumping his
shoulders as tension drained from his back. “Is that all?” Laughing, he nodded
and said, “Sure, you can invite him over. I thought you were going to say the
people who killed my parents had located me, or something really bad.”
Dr. Beaumont opened her mouth. She
meant to object that he’d failed to understand her if he hadn’t heard anything
bad.
But she decided against it, and
she rose from her chair, wiping the wrinkles out of her pants. “I’ll be back in
an hour with the Grifters, unless you have any other questions.”
“Was there any other bad news?”
Marcus asked.
Dr. Beaumont relaxed as she
thought, he knows his past was bad, but
he isn’t ready to acknowledge the truth yet. Leave him be, for now.
She shook her head. “No, probably
not.”
***
Two hours later, Marcus was still fretting over Dr.
Beaumont’s choice of words before she left. No,
probably not. He sat on the side of his bed, staring at the carpet while
the memory replayed in his mind in a loop.
Probably? What else could go wrong? Yes, it was a bad idea to ask. Life had developed a
habit of showing Marcus how it could get worse, even if it was already bad.
He’d lived through being stabbed
by a daemonically possessed giant, and he’d been rescued from having rifle
rounds put through his back by rogue soldiers.
But more recently, Marcus couldn’t
complain about his life. Sure, he’d been dumped by his girlfriend, but Amber
was probably right for doing so, since he’d left without writing or calling for
several months.
Aside from being single again, his
life was going smoothly and quietly, and he wanted to keep it that way.
Something about meeting the
Grifters might be bad. Or, maybe it would just be awkward?
He worried over nothing until the
doorbell rang, and then he sat up stiffly, freezing in that awkward pose while
his mind flipped over last minute ideas. Are
the Grifters psychos? Do they worship daemons and sacrifice kittens? Do they
play banjos at the weekly tourist hunt?
The door to his room opened, and
Dean stepped inside. An unfamiliar older couple stood behind him, remaining in
the hall.
Both were attractive, even if they
looked to be nearing their fifties. Neither bothered to dye their grey hair,
and both were still well-built. They filled out their clothes, and they exuded
appearances of perfect health.
The man wore dark blue jeans and a
red-checked flannel shirt. She wore dark jeans as well, and her white blouse
was a western-style cut with pearl buttons down the front and closing the
breast pocket flaps. Both wore work boots, and they looked like typical
rednecks to Marcus.
He felt disappointed at their
mundane appearance, but he admitted that it was much nicer than the clashing
outfit that Dean wore.
Dean stepped farther into the
bedroom and turned to make introductions. “Marcus, this is Henry and his
companion, Diana.”
“Oy, you
use the term companion too?” Marcus asked as he started to cross the room.
Henry smiled and asked, “You know
someone else using the term?”
“Yes, my brother and Simone use it
too. It drives me nuts.” As he got closer to the couple, Marcus knew that they
were his people.
He couldn’t pin down why he’d come
to the conclusion so soon, but most of the nervous tension that built up in his
chest due to nerves had left with his subconscious recognition of the couple.
He was stepping into the hallway
to offer his hand to Henry when he heard footsteps of someone coming up the
stairs. Marcus turned his head and saw a man who was not much older than
himself, but taller and more thickly built.
Marcus guessed that he was Tommy
Grifter.
He wore a blue work shirt and
black jeans, and his limbs filled the sleeves and legs of his clothing easily.
He was definitely a redneck, and he had the proud swagger down to a mesmerizing
art form, even as he was ascending stairs.
Tommy was darker than Marcus, both
for his deep bronze tan, and for his dirty blond hair. His face was angular and
rugged, and his deep set green eyes glimmered with good humor.
Marcus went to draw in a breath,
and then a curious thing happened. He was yanked away from his senses by Jenny.
The chain of events that followed
in his head took only one second in the outside world. In the time it took
Marcus to finish drawing in a breath, Tommy set his foot on the final step onto
the second floor.
Dean was still unsure of what else
to add to the conversation, and he looked down to think of something nice to
say.
Henry started to offer his hand,
but he stopped when he’d realized that Marcus wasn’t paying attention to him
anymore.
All of this took less than one
second.
But inside Marcus’ mind, there was
a dimly lit mental corridor, an imaginary meeting ground where he and Jenny
“passed each other” when they swapped places.
Inside the mental corridor, that
same one second exploded out to a much longer span of time.
Marcus’ sense of self leaned
against the left corridor wall, his hand held over his throat in a symbolic
gesture of his agitation.
He asked, “What are you doing?”
“Let me meet him,” Jenny said.
Once their gazes locked, they
couldn’t hide their thoughts from each other. Then Marcus understood her
interest, and he felt uneasy with Jenny’s eagerness to present herself to
Tommy. She was so excited that even the mental representation of her form was
trembling with giddy enthusiasm.
Marcus glanced right, out of the
exit through his tunnel-vision at Tommy, who was still rising up on the last
step in slow motion. “Shouldn’t I check him out first?”
“I trust him,” Jenny said. “It’s okay, really.
Just, let me meet him first. Then you can talk to him later, and we’ll compare
notes.”
Sighing, Marcus pushed away from
the wall and walked toward the private room at the end of the corridor. It was
where he hung out whenever Jenny wanted time to play.
Jenny’s sudden interest in Tommy
worried him, but he wasn’t in the habit of arguing with himself.
Tommy stopped walking when Marcus
shifted forms to become Jenny. His already warm smile broke into a full grin,
and he tilted his head ever so slightly while he regarded her body with an
appraising glance.
Henry said, “I guess this must be
Jenny?”
“Hmmm?” Dean looked up and blinked
without recognition. Then he noticed Jenny and nodded. “Oh, yes. As you can
see, she can change fast.”
Tommy shook his head, again moving
up the hall to stand in front of Jenny. His gaze drifted to Dean, who hovered
in the doorway of Jenny’s room. “It isn’t a complete transformation, but it is
very nice.”
Jenny frowned, slighted by his
comment. “I like how I look.”
Tommy’s laughter was contagious,
causing Jenny and his relatives to smile with him. “You look very nice, and I
said that. But to demonstrate what I mean—”
Tommy’s transformation was just as
fast as Jenny’s, but he made a more radical shift in forms. His blue work shirt
swelled at the chest as breasts bulged where a masculine chest had been an
instant before. Tommy’s clothes fluttered as his body became a female form, and
his muscles contracted. His shoulders slimmed and then sloped downward, and his
waist made an odd gurgling sound as it drew into a sloping hourglass figure.
His wide lips softened and filled out.
His broad nose became slim for her face, and her chin was rounder. The shapes
of her eyes were more open than his, giving her a doe-eyed appearance. Her
brows arched higher than his, and they were thinner.
The changes to her face became
even more stark when her hair lengthened and darkened to brunette.
She was still much taller than
Jenny, by seven inches. Her warm smile became highly amused when Jenny’s only
reaction was to gawk with an open mouth.
“I call myself Lana in this form.”
Lana put her finger under Jenny’s chin to close her mouth. “This is what a full
transformation looks like, and you should be able to do this already.” Jenny
blinked, and Tommy was standing in front of her again. He stepped back and
politely offered his hand. “Tommy Grifter. Nice to meet you.”
Jenny shook his hand timidly,
still awed by the speed and the amount of variation between Lana and Tommy.
“How did you fold your jaw and
chin like that?” she asked. “I can’t flatten my muscles down that far.”
Tommy shook his head, another
laugh erupting from him. It was good-natured, and the tone wasn’t mocking. “I
can explain it later on.”
He stepped back, then pointed
toward Jenny’s room. “Did you want to give us the free tour first, or is it not
a good time?”
Jenny shook her head, already
walking back into her room around Dean while she waved an invitation. “No, it’s
clean, but Marcus and I split the room evenly.”
“Except the closet,” Dean
remarked.
Jenny spun around to object, but
Tommy was already crossing the room to check the walk-in closet. He looked up
to search for a light, and his attention locked on the upper shelf. Every
square inch of the wooden shelves were covered in stuffed unicorns.
He turned to watch her again, this
time with a whimsical expression that made Jenny fiddle with the hem of her
T-shirt. She was almost relieved when he looked away and ventured into the
closet to pick through her things.
Then she realized that he was
picking through her things, and she
felt extremely vulnerable. She’d just invited a complete stranger to walk into
her closet, and even if he shared the same abilities as her, she felt awkward
with him appraising her possessions.
Tommy tugged the cord to turn on
the overhead light, and he started to work through the hangers. He evaluated
outfits for a few seconds each, working through one side before he stopped and
said, “You have good taste.”
“Uh, thanks,” Jenny said.
She shuffled closer to the closet,
halfway hiding behind the door while she waited for a joke about her toy
collection.
When none came, she said, “I’ve
been collecting clothes for a while. When I had to move out of my apartment in
Tucson, I dumped all of my clothing into boxes and rented a storage closet. I
couldn’t let go of my clothes after it took me so long to get them.”
Tommy nodded, stepping around
Jenny to walk out of the closet.
As he passed her, she felt a
strange urge to reach out and touch him. Not as an affectionate gesture, but
just to confirm that he was real. She suddenly felt herself getting much
warmer, and the room took on a fuzzy, dreamlike quality in her vision.
She resisted the urge, and Tommy
kept his distance as he moved to the dresser. He said, “So, this is where
Marcus keeps his stuff?”
Jenny stammered, and Tommy opened
the top drawer. He looked long enough to register that it was full of panties
and bras, and then he shut it. “No, that was your drawer, I think.”
Jenny started blushing. “Yes. His
clothes are in the two middle drawers.”
Tommy nodded, his smile softening
as his expression became thoughtful. “When did you become the dominant
personality?”
Jenny laughed, dropping her gaze
while she shook her head. “No, I’m not—”
“Was it before college?” Tommy
asked. “Or did you start coming out in high school first?”
Jenny started to make another
objection, but it sounded like a lie to her before she said anything. “I
started showing up in middle school, when Marcus was thirteen. But I hid in my
room, and I couldn’t tell anyone.”
“He got the days, and you got the
nights and weekends?”
“Yeah,” Jenny agreed. Then she
shook her head. “No, not at first, but later on, yes.”
Tommy turned in a slow circle to
take in the decorations on the walls, a combination of fantasy and Japanese
anime posters. When he returned to looking at Jenny, he was smiling again. “It’s
a nice room. I can see both of your influences here.”
Dean coughed to get everyone’s
attention. He had begun to realize how uncomfortable Jenny was with Tommy
picking through her things, and he decided to end the inspection early.
“We should head downstairs,
perhaps to the dining room for some iced tea?”
“Sure, that sounds good,” Henry
said.
Tommy waited to walk in step with
Jenny out of her room, but he never got so close that she might feel like he
was invading her personal space.
He halted at the door to let her
pass, and then he lengthened his stride to bring himself alongside her again.
She was scared of him, or more
truthfully, she was scared of his interest. She was scared because on a primal
level, his interest excited her; and she was scared because at that same base
animal level, she felt intimidated by him.
The fear and intimidation forced
her to reassess her first opinion of Tommy. He’d dazzled her by transforming
completely into Lana, and then he’d taken advantage of her bemusement to ask her
loaded questions.
Sure, she had transformed to meet
him, but it was easy to explain as loneliness. She was eager to talk to someone
near her own age, someone who might understand how she felt. Marcus had
probably wanted to talk to Tommy too, and she couldn’t let him. She had to be
the one to meet Tommy first.
She thought about changing back
into Marcus, just to show Tommy that she wasn’t that eager for his company. Except, she was eager to talk to him, and she was excited just to be walking
near him.
Instead of retreating back into
the mental corridor to swap places with Marcus, Jenny asked, “Are you planning
to stay for a few days?”
“Yes, just a week,” Tommy said.
“We’ll have to get back home and help my cousins take care of my great-aunt
Matilda.”
Jenny’s eyes narrowed. Her
bullshit meter had spiked into the red zone. “That’s very nice. And, do you
rescue stray puppies every day of the week, or only on Sundays?”
“We have rescued one stray dog. We also have one half tame squirrel,
and one slightly retarded cat.” Tommy laughed, pausing at the bottom of the
steps to let Jenny choose which side of the main hallway she wanted to walk.
He sped up to stay in step with
her, still talking while he let her lead the way. “But we don’t go to church,
and Diana is a lousy cook.”
Diana shouted, “Hey!”
A second later, Henry chuckled and
said, “Preach it, brother.”
They were both behind Jenny, but
when she heard a loud pop, she didn’t have to guess who’d just been hit. She
giggled and turned to look around at Tommy’s aunt and uncle.
Sure enough, Henry was rubbing the
back of his neck, his mouth twisted in a rueful smirk.
“Are you always this loving as a
family?” Jenny asked.
“No, nor are we always so honest,”
Tommy said.
He followed Jenny into the
kitchen, but he veered off to seat himself at the table in the middle of the
massive room. “You could say it’s our job to lie for a living.”
Jenny chose to stay up and help
Dean fill glasses with ice, and then with tea.
When she looked up at the dining
room table over the breakfast bar, she couldn’t stop herself from frowning.
Henry sat on Tommy’s right side,
but there was one open seat between them. There was another empty chair between
him and Diana on his left.
Again, Tommy was presenting her
with a loaded question.
She could choose to sit across
from him, and she would have more excuses to look directly at him. Then he
could try to use his charming smile more often. Or she could sit at his side,
and he might take that as interest. Or, finally, she could sit in one of the opposing
chairs from Henry or Diana, letting him know that she wasn’t so interested in
him.
Jenny chose the open chair between
Tommy and Diana, and Tommy beamed like he’d learned another secret about her.
She chose to spite him by making
small talk with Diana during the next few hours.
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